Preschool position

I think the biggest issue I am having with going back to preschool is that it makes me feel like somehow I failed teaching elementary. I know it's not ture, but I feel that way. So I'm happy on one level I have a job and its not target, but I kinda was hoping for a K or 1 teaching position. It still could be possible since its not even the 10 day count yet and schools like to wait till the last min so we shall see. I know everything happens for a reason, I just wish I knew that reason.